Lost Myself .

About 16 years old , I can't accept .
Really don't want to grow up so fast .
Now I'm afraid , after someone asked me how old , how do I answer ?
Answered them , now and 15 , 14 years old ?
2011 coming , I didn't mentally prepared .
Next year there will be a lot of exams .
I have asthma I was only up fast.
I try to do the best .
Really no way to imagine how I would die next year .
I really want to be your crushed to death .

Looking back , why I attended this school ?
Why is there such fear and pressure ?
Why do I lose more than the average person ?
In fact , are also brought to my own .
Sometimes really wanted to get their wake up to fight .
I hate the wrong hard to return . Can't turn back anymore .
I know I have not probably be back before myself .
I was destined to lose her .
SEVEN YEARS , all these changes .
Become the most is me ?
Sometimes a whole day really don't want to talk.
No particular reason .
It just inexplicable bad mood .

I'm just an ordinary girl .
Don't look too alternative .
I am not as complicated as you imagined .
Sometimes , I really wanted to be a child .
Simple to Live .